A FEW YEARS AGO someone posted this short description of what it means to die to yourself. I found it powerful and convicting. In accordance with the spirit of this essay, it was published anonymously. I am
reproducing it for your enjoyment, (if that is the right word). It is titled "What Dying to Self Means."
"When you are forgotten or
neglected or purposely ignored and you don’t sting and hurt with the insult
or the oversight, but your heart is happy being counted worthy to suffer with
Christ; that is dying to self.
When your good is evil spoken of, when your wishes are
crossed, your advice disregarded, your opinions ridiculed and you refused to
let anger rise in your heart or even to
defend yourself, but take it all in patient, loving silence; that is dying to
self.
When you lovingly and patiently bear any disorder, any
irregularity and unpunctuality or any annoyance and you can stand face to face
with waste, folly, extravagance, and spiritual insensibility and endure it as
Jesus endured it; that is dying to self.
When you are content with any food, any offering and
raiment, any climate and society, any solitude, any interruption, by the will
of God; that is dying to self.
When you never care to refer to yourself in conversation or
to record your own good words or itch after commendation, when you can truly
love to be unknown, that is dying to self.
When you can see your brother prosper and have his needs met
and can honestly rejoice with him in spirit and feel no envy nor question God,
while your own needs are far greater and in desperate circumstances; that is
dying to self.
When you receive correction and reproof from one of less
stature than yourself and can humbly submit inwardly aw well as outwardly,
finding no rebellion or resentment, wise enough within your heart; that is
dying to self.”
Labels: Sanctification